does it mean i'm the only can't talk about to anybody

Dear Cupcakes,

The 'nasi goreng ladna' was great, by the way the vege may differ depend on the cook, if u get the east coast may so sweet and the KLite may use canned mushroom yeah the button mushroom and the lazy one are the 'lebihan sayur from lunch' so mixed to gether then that it your nasi goreng ladna, may sound silly but its true when they have this food won't discard anyway, so what the point of having it at nite or midnite??

so back to the bussiness, the fz chair the meeting, i got the message from both the chairman and the sec, for the time being, he so angry by our commitment coz he waiting the other..so what the point is, we have to go together so there is nobody will wait for anybody,

the meeting then started at 9pm so we waiting for half an hour for the rest, dat doesn't include the missing one, yeah some gone to Malacca, some went DSB, some just lost somewhere,
so we start la, with the chairman intro his no2 whose Farhan, i guess its right, never seen him b4, then the Yg which suppose the sec, resign within seconds coz i just met her 5minutes ago, where she gone, why she resign, everyone quite shocked by what its happening, then chairman said Sh will replace for sec, argghhh....why she been chosen, during her tenure 2years ma, never happen, she even not here and everybody keep looking for her.....this is not good, once u are in in this moving train u just cannot jump off, we will going fast, faster than b4, so if u want to stop, talk to the train driver, don't hiding somewhere in this moving train, then at the end u wanna claim u are part of the triumph.....*********

then we go for the planning ''yeah there are 4 target had to be achieved, money, money, RM, RM, RM just inside WKP's head, c'mon la, the world are big, dun't just talk bout the self interest lor, so the Sukiyaki said we cannot had this mindset, we have to be the thinktanker for the sake of thounsand of our friend out there, if u want talk bout the small thing, get off,
sukiyaki buzz up with WKP for few seconds, just that, cannot so long, will affect the rest, one more thing the issue bout the rest from 2001 and b4 that, they (long b4 from now-2001) might asked if they just part of this fast moving train, we have to consider that, so what the point if we limit to the just few due to the 'Mno and I' maybe they just being I in here but bring major contribution to the society, cannot cepat melatah, so we have to figure it out bout it, then one asked bout the interest of this soon to be NGO (amin) look to Ansara being the alumni for what?WWF the enviro d**n s**t, they just manipulated it to penetrate inside the 3rd world country, why WWF so interest in logging in Malaysia instead of the American bombing the other side of the world, is the Malaysia the only country doing the logging, the bombing doesn't hurt the enviroment??

sukiyaki then once again confront this WKP (admired a lot by the who) we cannnot just to have the interest to show our NGO(s2b), we can show our credibility by being interest to everithing, we can be the thinktanker such the j*w..yeah,...they think and the action by else,

it very good to have this sukiyaki....but i have to go, i'm goin to Cheras to pickup Khir Toyo, i set a record then reach Cheras within 15minutes, the Soyuz cruising on the road like never touch ground, had to limit its speed when reaching the Mid otherwise can lead to Penang b4 other else, then corner baring lah there, fuyyohh