Sunday, April 13, 2008

Forget the Cupcakes, here are the strawberry

Dear Cupcakes, (do I have to change it to strawberry)

while waiting the Tasy and strawberry, remind me in Japan, running together always late only the 1st day at airport after that always the early, the sweet memory my luv cupcakes thought to have u in here also can introduce my cupcakes to everyone here, i have the dinner with the starwberry not so near lar, otherwise what might other says about me, but i still stay in the cafe hope to finish the not so tasty food, my stomach cannot stand it lar, then strawberry give me a ring coz she left her note in cafe, i guess this is the chance cannot be missed to meet her, so i took her note upstair to her room and knocked the door thrice but unfortunately not her the one turned up, the Mira opened and shock to find myself waiting in front of, i hope my strawberry will open it for me, so i can watch her haha (harapan berkecai) shattered dream, so i juz left it under it door so heavy to do that actually coz i place it at the very 1st place then i just put there to avoid any misunderstood, i proceed to my room but realise what i'm doing here, i flirting with strawberry, who care, i had my own life ok, so buzz up...

national agenda, brought to Penang

Dear Cupcakes,



it's my second day in Penang, it's been wonderful here, the building sructure are great, the food also not yet taste the Laksa Penang and the famous Rojak Pasembor, i still feeling pain in my teeth maybe due to 'Chocolate frenzy in Langkawi' weeks ago, the alumni also good here, the committe mingle around with the current 'SRC', Fizi for the 1st time gather all the commite under one roof here today, before we go to Padang Kota, we all meet up for the last time, as usual, the expectation are high, the 'entrep' taking the spotlight this time around, the situation heat up when subri also fired up the vision (monay) , b4 this meet up, we never let the 'social destruction cause, dominate our conversation, always talk about long term planning, how the motivation camp abroad for Malaysia children, the bank data of our member, the mission nite with the Agong, al that stuff, but this time around the money motivate vision dominate here, i feel very frustuated with the current situation, but i try not toshow my unhappiness through the meet up, maybe bcoz we are going to Padang Kota right after the meeting, cannot stand it anymore,



then in Padang Kota, i talk to Fizi about this matter personally maybe try no to hurt anybody, fizi said he also saw my point of view, maybe have towait until end of may for next meet up for walk to walk, not talk to talk only,



Padang kota are just like a place to hang out with family and frenz through the weekend, Loko, Lina and me are spend the evenong here together, we went to Fort Cornwallis, having drink there and eat some mango jeruk also, then went to food court to find myself like a place in Hong Kong or Beijing, for the 1st time in my life saw chinese hawker selling alcohol next to malay stall, the canned and bottle also place middle of the pedestrian walk, every one seem hapily eat the rojak pasembor here, i quite shocked how can this happen, the smell of alcohol, even the famous 'Bak Kut teh' also sells here, Loko and I walk away after the finding and feel hungry, i want Rojak Pasembor not the alcohol....

Man to man talking,



Dear Cupcakes,

the journey to the street market, we start our journey very late, the strawberry late here, maybe strawberry que to use the bathroom, such me are easy coz Bob not going so i took the bath and pray b4 him, yet still i cant go to strawberry to give her note...Bob insist me to stay with him to watch the MU vs Arsenal (not importan) tthat why not capital letter, Lina and me persuaded Bob it one a lifetime oppurtunity to spend the time together.....

i called the cupcakes when we start moving from our Hotel, i really miss my cupcakes, hope she will changed her mind, but still i the one to be blame, she invited me to go to BookFair, i felt guilty coz not being with her, i used to spend the nite with the cupcakes, the traffic are snarling, bumper to bumper, sometimes it comes to standstill, i can see Hairul very dissapoint from his face, dun't know whether he angry with the 50 or the alumni, I hope i can sit next to my sweet strawberry, then can see she not on the bus yet when i hoop into the bus,

my tear drop when i can hear my cupcakes in other side of our conversation, really miss her a lot, i called her ayg like usual maybe its attract other such Rozi, he look very interest with our conversation, i talked with my cupcakes about half an hour, the duration i took to go home from Shah Alam, (with my Soyuz 1300cc, 150 bhp) maybe its different now, the tire torn and give swing everytime i pushing it to hard during corner...

the conversation end when everyone seem interest with our conversation, also the strawberry seem a few times look at me, after it ended i changed my seat to frant seat next to Hairul, i cant let other saw my face at that time, i juz want to cry loud,

the visit to side walk market are juz like a route to hell, everyone seem like a fly around the dead meat, really want to get rid all the people, patient ( the moment u act will show ur behave, and show ur truly who u r?)

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Gone by the wind, Aloha Penang, here I come


Dear Cupcakes,


its been weeks since the last time we talk, i dun't know why this happen, i didn't know how this started, maybe the world are moving so fast, then we realises that some small thing that we are ignore more or less so, i woke up 6 am in the morning to find, the morning are so cold, the bird going out for food, my parent as usual pray the Holy Book of Quran, thought there is some left over from the dinner last nite, i feel so hungry, but the smell of pizza and kaya bun are there but not the food, thank t my brother big stomach,


i hope i can find my camera to bring to Penang, to catch last memory with UiTM lor, hope this visit is my last program under UiTM, Afina my sweet little sister also want to use the camera, i thought she hold the other camera, usually she the one that capturing picture everywhere we go, so i juz let her take camera and i'll be back to Shah Alam for this visit, i promised to Hairul i'll be in Shah Alam early in the morning by 8am, but thanks to my dad, i have to send my sister to school, send my mum to tailor to take her gown for dinner tonite, and still my dad sitting in front the door, 8.30 i still in Kajang, thought i would be late, so i juz sent sms to hairul if i wont be there so the rest doesn't have to wait for me, after the busy morning my dad ask me where i going, i juz told him i going the warung kedai kopi around the corner as usual, even when i going to Japan also i just told him i going to visit the neighbour next to my house, i just don't want him to worry about me all the time, i want him to be relax and rest after his retirement, i didn't celebrate with hi yet, so busy and did't realise when his 55th birthday, at least i gave nice and expensive pen and a holiday to perak, he the one that dunt want to accept our present....


so i cruising through the Putrajaya highway and to Shah Alam, thanks to my soyuz, we rammed the 120 bhp engine the small thing but the mamaoth power inside, so the merc and bemmer also give our way, haha, reach SHAH alam within 15 minute (measure from Putrajaya toll).


then reaching Shah Alam, only to find Azizi and the other still in the room, bus is as always, late late late, never change, Loko are going to test, he will board next trip, so went to my room to take the beg, cannot bring many thing have to travel light, be light, cannot so heavy otherwise the bus is slow, Boh is going to Astro and there is nobody here to send him. he has to take license so next time i can just let him drive my soyuz,i told him to find the driver but can use my car, he also can drive i didnt want him to drive my soyuz around town cannot drive outside uiTM, while i board the bus i can see the face of happinss, the Fizi and hairul both lead the group very well, then Abg wan, this old man never finished with his joke, the alumni also here Farhan the dep, Khairool and Halmy, MG the Kelantanese also here, talk so much lar this guy, cannot stand him anymore arghhh


then my cupcakes are not here, i hope cupcakes will be here to spend the last minute together b4 finish the study, i asked Hairul wether he alerted the cupcakes, so he did, so i look around the strawberry also not here maybe she will take next trip,

White Elephant


Dear my cupcakes,

when it's comes to facility, i might wonder how we can max. utilise it, or it'll be the green elephant, so before one considering build any facility or buying a car, instead having a nice good looking surface, or having it only in garage,
what for having a fast and furious car, polish it everyday, tuned everynite, proud everydream, and finally this gas guzzler simply cannot moving anywhere bcoz of escalating gas price,

Dear my Cupcakes,


I got little thing to do tomorrow, and by right want to have nice nap tonite in Shah Alam, but have to go to Cheras to pickup the Khir Toyo pride and its was influence by the western civilisation and western education (lifestyle), but the truth is, living in this country which is relatively low in cost but those unneedy journey should be cut, so the gasoline can be siphone to undevelope area and bring royalty to East coast state,
Recently this Muhyiddin said, the gov want to introduce the RON92 to replace the RON95 and the RON99 to rplace the RON97 which is know Primax la in market,

so why do they introduce it rite now?why not before, not last year when it starting to skyrocket to us$100/barrel...did u know just 2 and half year ago, why they the Fed-up gov doesn't use that as a tool in their manifesto, so now its to late, i wonder what the Shafie Apdal done during his tenure and now shifted to kesenian and warisan, what that??heard about that before but dun know where,.....
so tonite got to go to the meeting at Delima, remember the meeting last year, everytime heard knocking step on stair so everyone will stare outside expecting the sotong the octopus to walk like runaway...

Friday, April 11, 2008

does it mean i'm the only can't talk about to anybody

Dear Cupcakes,

The 'nasi goreng ladna' was great, by the way the vege may differ depend on the cook, if u get the east coast may so sweet and the KLite may use canned mushroom yeah the button mushroom and the lazy one are the 'lebihan sayur from lunch' so mixed to gether then that it your nasi goreng ladna, may sound silly but its true when they have this food won't discard anyway, so what the point of having it at nite or midnite??

so back to the bussiness, the fz chair the meeting, i got the message from both the chairman and the sec, for the time being, he so angry by our commitment coz he waiting the other..so what the point is, we have to go together so there is nobody will wait for anybody,

the meeting then started at 9pm so we waiting for half an hour for the rest, dat doesn't include the missing one, yeah some gone to Malacca, some went DSB, some just lost somewhere,
so we start la, with the chairman intro his no2 whose Farhan, i guess its right, never seen him b4, then the Yg which suppose the sec, resign within seconds coz i just met her 5minutes ago, where she gone, why she resign, everyone quite shocked by what its happening, then chairman said Sh will replace for sec, argghhh....why she been chosen, during her tenure 2years ma, never happen, she even not here and everybody keep looking for her.....this is not good, once u are in in this moving train u just cannot jump off, we will going fast, faster than b4, so if u want to stop, talk to the train driver, don't hiding somewhere in this moving train, then at the end u wanna claim u are part of the triumph.....*********

then we go for the planning ''yeah there are 4 target had to be achieved, money, money, RM, RM, RM just inside WKP's head, c'mon la, the world are big, dun't just talk bout the self interest lor, so the Sukiyaki said we cannot had this mindset, we have to be the thinktanker for the sake of thounsand of our friend out there, if u want talk bout the small thing, get off,
sukiyaki buzz up with WKP for few seconds, just that, cannot so long, will affect the rest, one more thing the issue bout the rest from 2001 and b4 that, they (long b4 from now-2001) might asked if they just part of this fast moving train, we have to consider that, so what the point if we limit to the just few due to the 'Mno and I' maybe they just being I in here but bring major contribution to the society, cannot cepat melatah, so we have to figure it out bout it, then one asked bout the interest of this soon to be NGO (amin) look to Ansara being the alumni for what?WWF the enviro d**n s**t, they just manipulated it to penetrate inside the 3rd world country, why WWF so interest in logging in Malaysia instead of the American bombing the other side of the world, is the Malaysia the only country doing the logging, the bombing doesn't hurt the enviroment??

sukiyaki then once again confront this WKP (admired a lot by the who) we cannnot just to have the interest to show our NGO(s2b), we can show our credibility by being interest to everithing, we can be the thinktanker such the j*w..yeah,...they think and the action by else,

it very good to have this sukiyaki....but i have to go, i'm goin to Cheras to pickup Khir Toyo, i set a record then reach Cheras within 15minutes, the Soyuz cruising on the road like never touch ground, had to limit its speed when reaching the Mid otherwise can lead to Penang b4 other else, then corner baring lah there, fuyyohh

he the only one went to Penang so what???

Dear Cupcakes,


I got this someone from the Newcastle, really want to tell the whole new world that he went to Penang thrice, he think that he the only person has the story of 'Rojak Pasembor'.. the M No guy mimick him such sin chan, look like small child arguing in the Makcik Alonso and The Auntie Kimi comercial, hehe..


it's all started when Hairul asked wether i could join to geli-geli in Penang, so everyone whom struggling with common test and the study week which around the corner is the only space they can geli2 with the love..perhaps. so this guy yelled 'buntu' a few times ...maybe he went on to reveal his frustuation of the fact of the other keep saying to him stay put, rest and relax when thing not go entirely according to plan....


instead of yelling everybody why he dun't pray to God above..


at the other hand the lecture also should consider the student burden, why at the end of the semester only then they want all to be submited???

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

The Song sang by The Beatle- And I love Her


watching the busy road, people rushing home, before dusk. they rushing to get the bus and doesn't realise the zebra crossing are there, why in this world does the engineer had to crush their head to be materelist the zebra crossing.

maybe they are rushing to catch the bus and train and at the same time the running beside the fast moving car. owwhh


the evening are still evening, but the truth is the life is so short, one must appreciate what one get or believe...

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Semangat 46

Dear cupcakes, it been rainy since weeks ago.. the chief still in the cave, maybe the chief are trying to runaway from the battle field, membawa hati yang lara.... i'm so sad by the chief act to intisgate what really happen during the chief tenure..

for the soldier which are not so lucky, they are just follow the stream. Shin are on air right now, maybe its still try to get my attention same when its was in the Semangat 46. tired by own agenda, but never realises it coz its too childish.

after this finish the chief cannot runaway, it just like the chief are on the moving train,the chief cannot jump away, the chief have to go on.

the chief are great leader and one day the chief may become the prime minister or the first Malaysian on the moon. The chief cannot wait till somebady going away 7feets under, or become somebody to back to the 'Semangat 46'. the chief may to start this now at this point of second to gather the 46 or otherwise it will never happen. It will be so sad the 'Semangat 46' are sink below and everybody dig their own graveyard and hopefully the undertaker will do the rest...

for the 'no 2.' whish are somewhere there could give some hand to do this like old time.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Shilpa Lee

Dear Cupcakes,

after having chicken magee for lunch, yeah full already, but the Shlpa story still hot, maybe shilpa looking for the easiest way go ahead..ahead??She doesn't need to do this while doing her master, why she doesn't consider it as a career? why she still want to maintain her study while being a s**t?

a great example which a genius maybe in education but not clever to realise her dream..but the history is past, future ahead can be create, it's never to late for anything..

Dear,
I would be pity her, by her good looking, nice brain, great family background (perhaps)?hope to hear from her soon but not from the New of The World. This reporter nowadays more bluff rather than deliver the right and true issue.